Yea, it doesnt appear. I kept pressing crtl-s every time and I saw it saved, but when I x'ed out it didn't ask me to save... that means I never saved it but I did.. thats what I dont understand.

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I understand what I did, I opened it from my email and I never saved it as a new file, I just kept pressing crtl-s. Is there any way to get the file back?